Seriously Annoyed

Ok so like usual I am doing my best as a wannabe housewife when the man tells me two days prior that his friends from out of town are coming to stay with us. So I immediatly envision the shit storm that is going to take place. Which will consist of ranting and raving that the house is an embarrassment, and yada yada. So I get to work, washing al the bedding in the guest room and trying to get caught up on all the laundry because the guest room is right next door to it. to be continued....

Seriously Annoyed

Ok so like usual I am doing my best as a wannabe housewife when the man tells me two days prior that his friends from out of town are coming to stay with us. So I immediatly envision the shit storm that is going to take place. Which will consist of ranting and raving that the house is an embarrassment, and yada yada. So I get to work, washing al the bedding in the guest room and trying to get caught up on all the laundry because the guest room is right next door to it. to be continued....

So Here Is Where I Start, or Possibly End

White chick. 2 kids. SAHM/ student. In a long term relationship with the father of my children. That's me on paper... BORING. Ifeel like this never should have happened, where did these kids come from? And since when do I iron???!!! I really honestly didn't think this was even possible! But don't you worry. I actually kind of suck at being a housewife! According to the "man", I could really "step it up". And that makes me irate! But that is a whole 'nother chapter... As an intro goes, let me break it down for you. I have a 3 year old boy and a 1 year old girl. We recently bought our first home, which is a regular pain in the ass if you ask me! And no, at this point we are not getting married. I am 26 years old and I feel like I'm 50. The point of my blog is to vent and also to see who can relate. I feel like I am suffocating. I truly want to be a super mom but it is not in the cards. So I fake it. And I'm beginning to think I may not be doing the best job at that either. I just want to scream! We go through these motions every day... Cook Clean Watch the kids and try our best to raise them right, but in the end I am exhausted, my kids are brats, the house is dirty and the clothes are wrinkly. Every day I think, I haven't stopped moving/yelling at my kids all day and it's all the effin same. The old messes havd been replaced by new ones, and all get is the man saying "What did you do all day?" in that condescending tone that I have grown to loathe. Now, repeat x 365 days a year... Am I the only one that is losing it????